i want..

I want you so badly.


Currently on a week of study break. I hate breaks. Think you guys must be thinking that i'm crazy. I hate breaks because break=more time to think about things. I hate it. I don't like it when my mind wonders around. Its something i can't control. I just want to keep myself busy forever so that i can stop thinking. Am i like running away from reality by thinking this way?


I know somettihngs are impossible. But why am i still hoping for it. My heart just still longs so much for it even after so many things have happen.







Shouldn't you be my lady?

Just pictures for today.
Wonderful friends i have in Shatec.

I feel tortured,

Funny how love can turn to hate.
So the once true love was not real at all?
I wonder.

Busy.

I WANTED TO UPLOAD PICTURES! BUT BLOGGER IS BLOODY SLOW TODAY!
One word to sum up practical test:BAD









I wanna see you everyday.

I'm tired.

Bring me back to life.




SO, this week is kinda crazy. Another few more project added. I see myself dying soon. AND WHOEVER WHO INVENTED FORMAL WEAR SHOULD JUST BURN AND DIE!!!! Hate formail wear the most. Kill me. Out of this week, i think i only enjoyed like friday and saturday.

Stayed over at Dianne's place. Hahahah. Did some studying and lots of cooking. Suppose to be the other way around. BUT we end up doing the other way around instead. Then yesterday went back to school just for one bloody lesson. STUPID! ONE HOUR ONLY!! so after that, went for lunch with sarah, syaf, hanna and iffah. As usual, i'm the only one from dcs. OH OH OH. I CRASHED THEIR ENGLISH LESSONS after lunch. hahahah. quite fun. Was playing pictionary. Someone FAIL at drawing sushi. hahahah. Shall not say who.

Don't know why me,sam and hanna end up going to vivo with syaf. Had bk there. Bah. It was ok. MACS FTW. Then sam went off, syaf went to work. So me and hanna jsut sit on the pool area(whatever you call it) and talk until like 7 plus. Then i'm too lazy to type what else that happen. hahaha.






Maybe you're the one that could save my life.

Off with the good old days.

I wish that i can stay pissed or upset with but forever. But i can't. It always end up with the love overpowering the anger.




Save me because i'm going nowhere.

Do i look like insurance to you?
why are you treating me like your insurance.
When you need me, you come to me.
When you don't need me, you put me aside.
Thanks for doing that.









It died.